So basically… I made out with Friedrich at the train station in Toulouse. So.. spring break started out with a bang ;) The second surprise is that my host family decided to celebrate my half birthday lol. They said that they wanted to do it since they couldn’t have been with me for my real birthday:) They made a cake and everything and gave me a cute necklace. And they took me skiing that day too!

Then Thursday, MY PARENTS WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR! So um yah, wow. They stayed until Sunday. Thursday we took them to see Biot and Valbonne and my school. Then Friday we went to a little town on Italy (I live really close to the border) were there is this cool supermarket every Friday. My mom bought me a new purse that I really like. So we did that in the morning and then in the afternoon we got off the train in Monaco and that was really fun too. I’ve already been there but this time was a lot better. And it’s so small so I knew my way around to all the good stuff to show them. Then Saturday we spent all day in Cannes, there was a cool little antique market and tons of artists so we spent the day there walking around and looking at all the cool things, and sitting on the beach and we bought a bunch of cool artwork for our house. I showed them the big theater where all the movie stars go for the Cannes Film Festival and the hand print things and all that. So it was pretty fun. They left pretty early Sunday morning. I cried a little it was so sad! I miss my mommy! Now they are spending a week in Italy, it’s so unfair!

So I’m like 90% sure that my science teacher doesn’t know that I’m not french. She always gets so annoyed with me and acts like I’m being so lazy. But I’m doing the best I can do in class, it’s not easy! The other day she made us work on an assignment during class and then we were going to correct it after. I answered all the questions that I could but I left a few of them blank because I didn’t understand and ever one around me didn’t understand them either, so its freaken not my fault that I didn’t finish it! Then my friend who sits next to me asked me a question about a phrase in English that she heard in a song so I started to explain it to her. Everyone else was talking too, it wasn’t just us. But of course she picked us out to get in trouble! She saw that I wasn’t finished and sent a note home to my host parents saying “ Anna talks too much and works too little” It’s ridiculous. How does she not know that I’m not french, isn’t it obvious? She is so weird too, she talks SO MUCH through her nose, it sounds SO WEIRD!

The thing with Friedrich is just so complicated, I don’t feel like writing it all out.
I’m just really cruel. I can’t decide if I really like him or not. There’s all these pros and cons going around my head and I make up my mind every day and then change it the next. And besides, I don’t know if I’ll ever even see him again! BUT, he really, really likes me! And he is so romantic about it and he has this really-sexy-low-manly-voice so like, when he talks I can’t resist!

Sorry this is such a weird sounding post, I don’t have time to write out a nice long grammatically correct one. I spend too much time on the computer so I’m trying to do everything fast. I’ll update more soon!

Toulouse,surprises ,crème brulée, and smelly cheese

So I don’t really feel like writing about last weekend, although there is quite a lot to write about. I’m just feeling lazy, and a little mixed up, and in serious need of my friends- my real friends! Sure I have sorta friends here but they are not like my real friends. I miss having good friends. I have nothing in common with people here, it’s really annoying. I miss Americans, I understand them so much better.
Well, let’s see. I’m on spring break, it started last week and I still have one week to go. I’ve been pretty bored since I got back from Toulouse. I’ve been reading Uglies, my favorite book, in french and I’m trying to finish it by the end of spring break. It’s the first time I’ve ever read a book in french! I’m pretty darn proud of myself ;)
Something reeeeeeaaally interesting happened to me in Toulouse, and it’s something I don’t want to put on my blog because it feels weird. But it’s for that that I miss my friends!!!!
So yesterday two of my friends invited me to stay with them in Montpellier. When I asked my host dad about going, right away he was like “NO, no, you cannot go, not at all”
That was really weird.
“Umm, why not?”
“There will be someone here that weekend”
“…oh really? Who?”
“You’re not supposed to know about it!”

And then he got up and left me sitting there all alone. And then I thought back to a conversation I had with my mom a few months ago about how if she ever came to visit me I wanted it to be a surprise. So then I followed him into the kitchen.
“So, this person/persons, are they maybe…related to me?”
And he wouldn’t answer after that. He was super annoyed! A little bit later I heard both my host parents talking in Swedish and they were both really upset. I know they were talking about it because I heard my name and the word “Montpellier” several times. I don’t know why they are sooooo upset about it though, it’s not a big deal that it’s not going to be a complete surprise. I wonder what it is that they had planned!
So I think my parents are coming to see me! It makes sense since I’m on vacation. This stresses me out a little. I know this sounds really weird, but I don’t really want to see them.
I’m doing fine on my own! France is my little sanctuary. I know I was amazingly homesick before but I’m finally at the point where I feel perfectly fine and I don’t want that to change! Besides, seeing my mom won’t be bad. But seeing my dad, I only talk to him like once I month now and that is ENOUGH for me. I used to think to myself that if I never saw him again that would be great but that maybe I was being a little dramatic. But now, I don’t miss him AT ALL. I can finally BREATHE again! I think coming to France was the best decision I have ever made. Sure, it kinda felt like I was running away, and things were pretty much horrible at first but I’m so glad that I came here. I’ve grown so much from everything, and I can really say that I am a much happier person now. I can even say that I like who I am now.
So I don’t know when they are coming, don’t really know anything, but it would make sense for them to come this weekend and stay for the week. It wouldn’t make sense for them to fly 9 hours here and 9 hours back just for one weekend.
So yah, not much else to write about. My host dad made crème brulée for desert for lunch today. It was sooo interesting. He used a flame torch to cook it! Anyone who loves playing with fire (Betti!lol) would be totally fascinated! My host parents make such good food, I am getting super fat here! I’m not exaggerating, I’ve gained 5 kilos just since I moved in with them in November! I don’t know the kilos to pounds ratio, but here I weigh about 60 kilos and in America I weighed about 115 pounds( but that is before I got fat in France!) So a kilo is bigger than a pound, so if I gained 5 kilos, that’s like 10 pounds and that means that I am fat now!
Well there are some things that I can’t get past. The smelly cheese: Fromage de chevre. Ok, so this is common sense people. When you smell something that smells like it’s been rotting in a basement somewhere for two years, why on earth would you want to eat it!? And the sad thing is that, it probably HAS been rotting in a basement for two years because that is how they make the cheese here!!! When something smells bad, you don’t want to eat it. Unless of course, you are french.
Ok that is a little mean. Not ALL cheese is like that, there are a gazillion types of cheese in france. 365 to be exact. And there are some types that I really like, just please keep the smelly stuff faaaaar away from me!

Faire Foutre

Ok, first of all, LOOK at this creeper who friend requested me on facebook!!


Wow ok, I'm scared. Sorry, I just had to share that.
Sorry I didn't write sooner like I said I would. I just had a horrible week. It was long and horrible and I totally just sat down and cried several times. And I don't really feel like going into it, its not so important. But I'm not feeling so happy right now :/

Nimes was amazingly fun!!! I spent a while in Nimes (and Marsaille), but the reunion was actually in a little village near Nimes called Soumieres(or something like that, I don't know how its spelled). Thankfully I didn't get lost or molested. I met a girl my age at the train station going to the same place and so we stressed about switching trains together and at last found the train together too, so it wasn't so bad. When I got to the reunion I immediatly made friends with everybody, they were all really super nice. There was Agnes from Sweden, Latay from Venezuala, Maria from Estonia, David from Mexico, and two french girls who had just came back from America named Sofia and Pauline. And also my new personne relaise, Laura, was there and I really liked her too.

I have to add something to my travel survival tips: "Aller vous faire foutre!" is a nice little expression that means "go to hell" only, its worse than saying that(Aller vous en l'enfer) and it is very useful for creepy men who woln't leave you alone =]

Ok, sorry I haven't answered any questions. Do I consider myself fluent? Not exactly but I'm nearly there. I know enough to express myself, I understand very well what people say, and I have enough vocabulary to talk about pretty much anything. My only problems are books and movies. Spoken french is practically another language than written french so reading books is difficult. But its my goal to be able to read the books that I like in french by the time my year is finished! And with movies, they just speak really fast, but I watch stuff in french almost every day so I'm sure it will come soon. I downloaded the first season of Gossip Girl in french to my laptop, and I also have podcasts in french.

Capotes ;]

So today I discovered the vending machine for condoms at my school. My friends were making use of it lol. I have to admit I was kind of shocked. I've been way to sheltered all my life. It feels strange to me how non chalant my friends here are about sex.
Not much is new. I saw on facebook yesterday that a guy I like broke up with his girlfriend! We're sort of friends, but he doesn't really talk to me that much. One time I was eating in the cafe at my school for lunch and he came up and said hi to me. We did the faire le bises thing and I turned bright red. BRIGHT red. He walked away right after, thankfully, but everyone at my lunch table noticed right away and started laughing hysterically. Nice. I somehow manage to embarrass myself very often here in france. My life is pretty much one big embarrassing moment!
Lately I've been feeling pretty lonely. I just don't have any really good friends here. People seem kinda cliquey, but in a way that I think they do it without thinking. They've all known each other their entire lives and I'm just the new girl who isn't staying long. But still, I just though it would be different. I can feel some people warming up to me gradually, but it takes forever, its kinda depressing sometimes. One day last week I just came home and called my mom and burst into tears!
I hate hanging out with Anne-laure and her friends. They totally just ignore me. And also most of them are kinda wierd and smell kinda funny. I really just can't stand people who smell funny. My host dad actually read a study that says french people bathe the least in western europe, and they use the most perfume. Nasty. Body odor mixed with perfume is just plain nasty!
Today we were waiting in line for lunch. Normally I try my hardest to find my other friends for lunch so I don't have to eat with them, but I couldn't today. I felt totally out of place. It was like I wasn't even there. I try to talk and follow the conversation, but they even like formed a little circle. I don't know what their problem is! But I don't think they do it entirely on purpose, if you can understand what I mean. Normally, I just tell myself to suck it up, that this is how I learn to be patient. But I've have enough of stupid patience, I don't even like them!! So I interrupted Anne-laure to tell her that I have a stomache ache and I wasn't hungry. I shoved my way out of the line, which is quite a feat let me tell you, and made my way to the cafe where I had seen some other people I knew earlier.
When I got there, there was only Thomas and he was helping a girl I didn't know with her homework. They looked pretty preoccupied but I sat down anyways, and then went and bought a sandwich. Thomas is super nice. I'm pretty sure he's gay, though my friends tell me he's bi. Whatever, he's really friendly. They both chatted with me for a while but then they left to go eat lunch so I was sitting at the table all alone feeling like a loser. I decided to organize my binder to make it look like I was doing something. There were a lot of other kids there, some of them glanced at me, the loser in the corner!
While I was doing that I didn't notice my friend Gil came in with some other people I know. I moved my stuff over to them and sat down. They were friendly to me, thankfully! Even at one point we were talking about cloths and I said I hadn't been shopping in forever and that I was dying to *hint* *hint* and automatically Gill was like, "wanna go tomorrow?" That was so nice, I was really happy. She seemed like she felt like going to. But I had to decline because I'm going out of town this weekend.
So that was pretty much my day. After that I came home and baked chocolate chip cookies for this weekend.
Tomorrow I'm going to Nimes for a little get together for my organization, and I'm going to spend the night there. There are supposed to be 5 other exchange students going to, but I don't know which ones, I know most of the exchange students who are in france right now, so I'm sure it will be fun. The only problem is that I have to take the train there all by myself. And, I have to switch trains at one point! I am SO going to get lost and miss my second train and be stuck in Marsaille all alone, I just know it! Oh well, Marsaille is one of the most beautiful cities in France and the weather has been super nice lately! Well, not matter what, I'm sure this train trip won't be like the one from Rouen to here because that was a night mare that I never wish to repeat! Still, I feel pretty nervous for tomorrow. Though I have learned from my nightmarish experience several survival tips to stay away from creepy rapist french men and for not missing the stop or the train, so I might be ok, just stressed out a little- a lot.
Never ever ask directions from a man, do not make eye contact no matter how hard they try, do not wear your hair down, don't look to pretty, ignore them at all costs, don’t look lost or worried, and act like a bitch when needed. The bitch thing really works ;)
My host brother does everything he possibly can to annoy me!! He is so freaking annoying, omg I have been getting so angry at him! It makes me really honestly upset, even though he’s not serious, I take it seriously because I would totally just die if something was really honestly wrong with my host family and me. He just doesn’t know when to stop! I know he likes to joke around a lot so I do take a lot of time to make him happy, but like I said, he doesn’t know when to stop! These days he enjoys calling me a sallope or a connasse(now sure how those are spelled) which are very rude words in French that more or less mean bitch. What if he really thinks that!? What if my host family really thinks that!? I know how irrational I sound, but still, I can’t help myself! I can become pretty bitchy if you constantly provoke me, but I’ve really been trying to be on my best behavior here! Even right now I am sitting here listening to my ipod on full volume because he won’t leave me alone. I told him I was busy and he could annoy after I finished writing this because I really like to concentrate. Haha I know that saying, you can annoy me afterward doesn’t really work, hence the ipod.
Other times he acts really super nice to me. My host parents told me they secretly think he’s “en amoure” with me. Yah, that’s not cute to me! One time my host mom told me that he kept asking all afternoon when I would be coming home from school for no reason at all.
I’m going to try to write more on my blog. A lot of times I just don’t feel like it because I feel like I don’t have anything interesting to write about, I’ll write about my weekend next week, promise.

Me Forgetting English!

I think I'm forgetting how to speak english! I don't even think in english anymore and I always dream in french now! The other day I could not remember if there is one m or 2 in the word 'hammer', and I wrote it down as one and then my french friend CORRECTED me! Wowwwww I am pathetic! But its sort of good in one way, at least I'm getting better at french!

The thing about being an exchange student is that you leave every thing behind and start a completly new life. At first its really hard and you're sad but little by little you change and you settle in to a new life that is more exoctic and exciting than your old one. And then you begin to love where you are and you never want to go back and it almost seems cruel that they would make you leave a place that you love again!

I never want to go back.. I miss america but still! I love France and I love speaking french. I love my school and I love my teachers (except for my english teacher but I'm switching out of her class).I love everything about the riviera. I love how the road winds through the mountains and valleys and how you can see the ocean from way up high on one side and the snow capped alps on the other. And I love my little village which was built before jesus, and all its cobble stone streets and old houses.

So basically, my parents said that I have to go back to TCS next year and I'm really upset about it. My mom is on my side so she convinced my dad to let me do the caleb program and post secondary so I don't really have to go to school and like that I can find a job and I can work in my free time. So its not that bad, but I can't help but think that I'm going to feel really lonely. I feel like I'm just losing my last year of highschool. I do want to go to school and be with other students and do all the fun things that seniors do. When I was in 7th grade I did the caleb program and I was sooooo lonely. Of course I was 13 then so its a little differnt but still. I don't know about this. I want to go to school, just, another school. I don't understand why my dad is so uptight about this, my mom doesn't understand either, she doesn't care whear I go. Why does HE have to have the last word!? It makes me so angry how controlling he is! I've been feeling pretty down latley, everything is just so hard :/ I'm going to call my mom tomorrow, sometimes that makes me feel better.

Today my friends asked me if I've ever been to a night club before. I think thats a good sign that they are going to invite me! That is so exciting! Well I certainly won't be drinking!

a great start to 2009!

Here in france, I'm learning lots of important life lessons, for instance, never ever ever drink vodka.. I spent my new years puking my guts out. It was so terrible I shouldn't have gone, I didn't even feel like going in the first place, but I've been wanting to make friends so badly so I went anyways. I only had 1 glass of vodka and one glass of something else made from apples and thats all. Infact I didn't even finish the vodka, I spilled it! Then the next thing I knew, my friends were pulling back my hair and I was puking, I'm serious it went on for like 2 hours. I have never felt so sick in my life, I couldn't even stand up- I couldn't even sit up! My friends were really nice to me, they really took care of me, so that was good but I feel really embarrassed. We all slept in the basement and it was amazingly cold so I slept horribly, then this morning I didn't feel any better, I was the first one to leave. I walked home because it was in the same neighborhood. When I got home no body was awake yet thankfully, because I smelled like vomit and cigarrete smoke =[. I took a shower and then decided to take a bath and then I just sat there in the tub forever. After I got out I threw my cloths in the washer and went to bed. What a crappy new year, I didn't even notice when it turned midnight, I was puking by then..
I miss everything about home, but its worse because yes, I have friends here, but we just don't have anything in common. What am I supposed to do?!
But things with my family are great, christmas was good, we've been doing a lot of fun things-visiting all the tourist stuff in the area and the other day we went to Monaco! We might spend the day in Italy friday, if not we'll go eventually, they said.
I'm just really stressed out because I miss home and I don't have any good friends and I'm completely crazy when it comes to whether my host family likes me or not. They DO like me, I know. But sometimes the smallest thing sets me off and I spend days thinking they hate me and I've ruined it, all because of something small that actually didn't mean anything and I realize that later of course. And now this stupid party. I should have stayed home, my host family was having friends over. But I was invited to the party before they invited their friends, so I went to the party. But I felt kind of bad about it before hand and I wasn't sure what to do.WHAT WAS I THINKING! I don't think I'll ever go to a party again, I'm serious, I never like them, and at the moment, just the thought of alcohol makes me feel like I'm going to puke again. I was barely able to eat something for breakfest, I just had a piece toast and a slice of cheese( and yes its normal to eat cheese whenever here, my host family eats it all the time because theres a gazillion special cheeses in france)It was an effort to eat breakfest. Before hand I drank like half a gallon of cold water (before my host family woke up, it seemed to help.
I'm too afraid to lie to my host family so I just told them the truth, their not like my real family who would TOTALLY freak out if they knew.
So yah, I'm embarrased and upset and sick, and my hair still smells even though I washed it really well.

I am so so so so so sorry that I haven’t updated in so long! You’ve probably been thinking that I’m dead! Actually the reason I haven’t updated in so long is because we haven’t had internet, which is pretty much the same thing as dying anyways so you can’t be mad at me!

So a lot of interesting things have been happening lately. I cooked thanksgiving for my host family and I suddenly became very “sick” so none of my retarded friends from school came and instead we invited a family who is friends with my host family and I really like them so it was fun. Actually I truthfully was sick, I missed two days of school so it was only half a lie that I told to Flavie, and Nadia just stopped talking to me before that so I didn’t have to say anything to her. And I would like to take this opportunity to brag and say that I cooked for 10 people all by myself! My host brother helped me peel potatoes and that’s all.

A girl named Gil invited me to go to a concert with her and her friends that night, I don’t know how to say this without sounding really immature but her and her friends are kind of like the “popular kids” so I was pretty happy about that but I ended up getting a fever again while we were at the concert and on top of that I’ve been a little too shy lately for my own good so it wasn’t too fun and now I don’t think they really like me all that much, and I think their kinda shy too, French people are like that. They just don’t put themselves out there to talk and be friendly; they expect you to entertain them. So that’s too bad but it’s ok.

I have been making other friends though. My best friend so far is Anne Laure, yes if you remember, that was the name of my old host sister, but THIS Anne Laure is really nice and fun to be around and she helps me out a lot in my classes.

It turns out that a lot of people in my class ride my bus so that’s how I’ve gotten to know them, thank god, I don’t have to worry about the horrors of riding the bus in a foreign country anymore and I don’t have to sit there all lonely staring off into space while everybody else is talking to their friends. Now there’s a girl who gets off at the same stop as me and if she’s not there, everyone else knows the whole bus route by heart so they make sure I know where I’m going. And my friend Marian said that she spent a month in Ireland and that riding the bus really freaked her out and made her nervous too! Today I got out of school early because one of our classes got canceled and it turned out that the bus wasn’t going to come for like an hour but there were two girls from my class who showed me that I can take another bus and catch my normal bus at another stop. But we actually had to wait at the other stop for like ever and we all got to talking and they are really nice.

Despite the fact that I am finally starting to make friends, I can feel myself started to feel really, really shy! I don’t’ know what’s wrong with me, maybe it’s just because I feel so tired and overwhelmed all the time, it’s like when I first arrived in France. I think this is happening to me again because I’m in a whole new place again without any familiar faces. But I really need to stop! I’m worried my friends are starting to get annoyed! Wouldn’t ‘it annoy you if I was tired all the time and hardly ever said anything? I really try to make conversation but when I feel awkward and exhausted at the same time, it just doesn’t come, you know? You probably don’t’ know. Well I’m really, really trying so that should count for something.

Things with my family are really great. We all went skiing last weekend! OMG the Alps are freaking AMAZING. I mean like WOHH I have never seen something so breath-taking. Just the ride up there was amazing and it was only an hour away since we’re already in the Alps as it is. With my luck of course my camera was out of battery, but I did manage to get some pictures before it died.

I SUCK at skiing. In America I thought that I was pretty good, not amazing, but good enough. But here, skiing is way more serious since we’re in actual mountains, all the slopes are bigger and scarier and there are actual clifts that you have to avoid falling down! Plus all the slopes are just plain harder, or maybe is seems that way because we didn’t start with the easy ones since I told my host family that I thought I was pretty good at skiing. So I pretty much almost died and I fell down so much and by the end of the day I was so exhausted I could hardly get myself off the ground each time I fell down and my host brother loves to show off how amazing he is and laugh at how much I suck.

But it’s ok, he’s just mad because the other day my host dad told him to pull his pants up but he refused because I don’t know why guys think it’s so cool when their pants are like falling down but then my host dad nudged me because I was closest to Emile and then I pulled his pants down and it was really funny! Since then we’ve been like a really brother and sister because we are always picking on each other, it’s kind of sweet actually. I’ve never had a little brother before. Emile is 13 and he already speaks 4 languages fluently by the way!

The other day I got a little notice from the post office that they had a package waiting for me. They don’t deliver the packages here because I don’t know, they’re French, so I had to go into town to get it. The only problem was that both my host parents were going to be at work all day. Normally they work from home but since we don’t have internet they have to go in to work so no one could take me to the post office so I had to take the bus.

Then when I got there I saw that the post office wouldn’t be open for two hours! I probably wouldn’t get another opportunity to go there for a few days and I desperately wanted my package from home so I decided just to wait until it opened again. So then I started wandering around, it wasn’t too bad at all for the first hour because I just went into all the little tourist shop and I bought some presents to send to my family back home for Christmas. My family is too big to buy presents for every one so I got a cook book of French food and then I got two little things for Lia and Kyra because I really wish we got along better. Maybe when I get back from France we will. So I got a little bear for Lia because she loves stuffed animals and a snow globe for Kyra because when ever my dad goes on a business trip she asks him to get her a snow globe and now she collects them. I know they are going to love their presents!! A few days later when I was at the store with my host family I bought some escargot shaped chocolates lol so I’m going to stick them in the box, too, for the rest of my family. But anyways after I went in all the shops I just kind of wondered around and that wasn’t too bad either because I can honestly say that Biot is one of the most.. I don’t know… charming places I have ever been. You would just have to be there to understand but you would totally agree! It’s a little village that dates back to the medieval times so all the architecture is medieval and Mediterranean, if you can imagine that. All the streets are tiny and cobblestone and all the buildings are made of stone and painted different Mediterranean type colors and there are flowers and vines everywhere so it’s just really pretty and so unlike America. But Biot is really tiny like I said before so I could only wander around for so long before I found myself somewhere I’d been before. I’m serious; it’s so tiny I couldn’t even get lost!

So I started to get kind of bored and felt a little awkward when I kept seeing the same people over again because I wasn’t the only person wandering around just for the fun of it, but it kinda seemed like it because most of the village seems like its deserted. The tourists I ran into several times were German I think or some other north European country because I’m getting pretty good at being able to tell languages apart. So anyways I found myself in a little square and there was no one else there so it was really peaceful and really gorgeous too, I had already taken a picture of it and it’s on my face book if you want to see -wow I am really going off into tangents today. So I sat down on a bench and took out my book, I only had about a half an hour left, but the minutes ticked by as slowly as possible and I felt kind awkward just sitting there all by myself and I was wearing my red coat which every one compliments me on but I don’t like it because it really stands out and makes me feel awkward. And then this adorable little cat came up to me so I played with it for a while because it was barely older than a kitten- I so wanted to take it home with me! And while I was petting the cat the German people came and started to take pictures of the architecture in the square because it was really gorgeous by the way and they had this professional camera. And then they “left” because they didn’t really leave they snuck back when they though I wasn’t looking and took a picture of me with the cat! I guess I can finally pass as a native, red coat and all.

I finally got my package and then got on the wrong bus and didn’t get home for about an hour and half-it was a long day!

Well I have so much more to write but I really just don’t feel like it and this is already 1873 words long and if you are reading this and your name is Jackie you will have been surprised by now with how grammactily(except for this word because for some reason spell checker says its wrong but won’t correct it) correct I’ve been and how everything is spelled right for a change and that is because I’m writing this with Microsoft Word. And in French the word for surprised is étonnée and I know that because I’ve been getting pretty kick ass in French lately, so much so that when people ask me if I speak French I just say yes instead of “a little bit” and I’m pretty darn proud of myself because I was so horrible at French in the beginning and it was embarrassing.

I promise to update more soon and even though I always say that and then never do but this time I really will haha.

And p.s. we still don’t really have internet, only dial-up witch costs money and is really slow and takes up the phone line so that’s why I haven’t been able to reply to anybody’s emails, I’m really sorr